Benevolent Universe
April of 2020 I took an online Zoom course with Dr. Sue Morter, Energy Codes For Rebirth. I was home and my kids were home doing distant learning, my husband was home some of the time but his work was essential so he was going out about 3 days a week. I am grateful that he was still able to work.
Dr. Sue Morter asked us in our first meeting to believe that we live in a benevolent universe (at least while we were taking the course). The course met once a week for 7 weeks. I was able to practice this concept because I was not watching or following the news. I thought that if I was going to be home I would make the most of my time.
To help myself stay calm and not whirl into a frenzy and to help keep my teenage son, teenage daughter and husband calm I would meditate for several hours everyday. I was also practicing the principles that Dr. Sue shared in her class. When I think about it now it seems so far in the past. At the time I can only describe this as feeling so dark. I had my weekly routine, I would go out on Tuesdays, Wednesdays, and Thursdays. And I would go to Sprouts, Trader Joe’s and Target. I would try the best I could to stay home especially on the weekends.
I help my dad out because he lives alone, I am grateful that he lives close by so it is easy to go over when he needs help. My dad turned 90 in November of 2020. In March, of that year, my dad was so paranoid and I would have to talk him “off of the ledge” so many times. My dad watches the news every single day he also reads the newspaper so he gets a lot of negative news. Daily meditation practice, using Mark Romero’s harmonic music, allowing myself to cry, practice forgiveness and other self care helped me to not only get through the year but to grow in amazing ways. As they say it isn’t how many times you fall down it is just about getting back up.
Luckily my dad has always believed strongly in the Holy Trinity, Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. I was able to bring his attention back to some positivity by reminding him that only God knows when we are going to leave this earthly plain and that the angels are always watching over us. At about month 8 it finally worked. I remember visiting him after we had a nice conversation about angels and he was so happy, the night before he really felt the presence of the benevolent angels. I am so grateful for these miracles. I am learning to bring this energy in more often.
I was working with Mark Romero at the time (markromeromusic.com), I took a private course to learn how to bring light in for myself and my environment. When I would go out I would also use this technique and found it helpful. This was the second private course I had taken with Mark. His first course uses music to harmonize your energy field, body and environment.
I spent several months looking at myself, uncovering patterns that were not helping me to live the life that I wanted. Instead of coming from a place of blame and shame Mark helped me to step into my power. Doing the exercises were not always easy, being consistent became easy because I knew on a deeper level that I was meant for more. You could say I somehow new that the universe is benevolent.
We are seeing so many different things in the world today and it can be difficult to stay on track with what we really want. Especially for some of us who get distracted by every “squirrel” that runs by. I had squirrels show up in my backyard years ago and see the significance of them. They are so so cute. I think today the squirrels that distract us are social media, news, immature politicians and illnesses that plague so many. These are just a few. It is important to remember who we are and to practice kindness and love for ourselves and others.
These ideas are not just pie in the sky or clouds with silver linings ideas. When you decide to make a change in your life and you are consistent then your life does change. So for me making the shift to believing in a benevolent universe has had a profound effect and I am forever grateful.
Remember change a little as often as you can and be consistent and you will experience a different life. Love and Blessings,
Rachel